Friday, October 7, 2011

A Bed No Longer Empty - O/S

Prompt: 4
Pen Name: Mcgt
Pairing/Main Character(s): Bella / Edward
Rating: T
Photo prompts can be viewed here: PROMPTS

Thanks as always to TwilightMomOfTwo for looking these over before I post. She rocks!

A Bed No Longer Empty

My mouth tastes acrid and feels as if I’ve been chewing on cotton for the few hours I did sleep.
Glancing around, I see I’m alone.  The sheets a tangled mess swirled around my naked form.  Tugging on a wrinkled edge, I cover myself and sit up, rubbing my dry, sleep deprived eyes.
Another night, another hangover, another empty bed.
Glancing around my disheveled room, mystery man’s clothes are nowhere to be found.  But why would they be?  I’ve done this same routine a dozen times before, whenever the itch for companionship consumes me and I go in search for a bed warmer.
For some reason there’s a nagging thought in the deep recesses of my mind trying to get out, but until I get a shower and some Advil, it’s probably going to stay stuck.
I feel heavy and somewhat melancholy over the thought of waking alone again, but I can’t understand why.  One night stands don’t usually bother me.  As long as we’re safe, I don’t have a problem with the wham, bam, thank you ma’am of it all.  I’ve been called the ‘perfect woman’ and a ‘guy’s girl’; yet for all those nice references, I’m still boyfriend-less.   I’m the girl no girl is ever threatened by when their boyfriend says, I’m going to watch the game with Bella. 
Always the buddy, never the romantic lead.
I know I’m pretty enough, yet I’m not high maintenance.  I wear mascara and, if you’re lucky, some eyeliner on special occasions.  I’m more comfortable in flip flops than high heels and prefer jeans to skirts.  Always have, always will.  I can pick up a guy in a bar effortlessly, but when it comes to the long term lovey dovey stuff, I’m at a total loss.
Swinging my feet over the edge, I test my balance, not really sure if I’m still drunk from all we consumed last night.  Feeling steady enough, I head into the bathroom, picking up the random articles of clothing on my way, chucking them in the direction of my hamper, but missing the majority of the shots.
Gazing at my reflection, I can still see the remnants of my passionate evening; bruised lips, tiny bite marks and hickies adorn my body, some in very interesting places. I pop three pills and guzzle an entire glass of water before testing to see if the shower is ready for me.  The ancient apartment building has the oldest water heaters around and takes gallons just for it to reach lukewarm in my third floor studio. Once under the hot spray, my mind begins to clear, steamy images bombard my consciousness from the wild romp I had with a sexy ginger who had the greenest eyes I’ve ever seen.
Drunken groping as we try to undress ourselves with unsteady feet.
Mutual laughs as the condom flies out of his hand when he finally gets the wrapper open.

Strong hands holding me up by my hips as he pounds mercilessly away at me.
Flipping me from one position to the next as if I was a tiny, spinner of a girl.
Soft kisses trailing along the back of my neck to wake me for round three.
Whispers in the dark as he holds me against his chest and I fall into a deep, restful sleep.
I methodically wash and rinse my shampoo, conditioner and body wash on auto pilot.  Attempting to shave my legs is too daunting a task, and I give up before I fall over in my tiny shower.  Toweling off, I stand examining my now clean face, looking a thousand times better than I did fifteen minutes ago with the remnants of yesterday’s makeup smeared across my face.  
My mind keeps ticking through the images of last night, like a flipping photo album of sexual depravity.  While the man’s name isn’t on the tip of my tongue, what he managed to do with his won’t be forgotten for a long time to come.
He was a talented lover, and I want to say he was quite the conversationalist too, but without much memory of us outside of my bedroom, I have no concrete proof of it.
After brushing my teeth and finishing up my normal bathroom routine, I’m about to open the door when I hear a sound that stops me short.
If I didn’t know better, it sounds like my front door, but since I’m the only one with a key, it’s either my neighbor’s door creaking or I have an intruder.
I stand stunned momentarily before realizing that the bathroom’s lock doesn’t work, making my hiding place pretty much useless.  Peeking out, I survey the tiny room, my eyes landing on the back of my mystery man, two coffees sitting beside him on the nightstand while he removes his jacket, placing it on the lone chair I own.
The squeak of the door reveals my location and he spins around to see me standing there in my old lavender towel and wet hair dripping down my arms.  He smiles broadly, but perhaps based on my shocked expression, it falls.
“Uh, hi,” I whisper, mortified by the light of day, not to mention the lack of alcohol running through my system.  My stomach starts to flip, queasy from anxiety not to mention too many Patron shots.
“I thought we could use some coffee?” he replies timidly, but takes one of the cups and holds it in front of him like a peace offering.
“Just let me get some clothes…”  I grab whatever I see lying near the bathroom door, and shut it with a bang, taking a deep breath to calm my nerves.
No one’s ever come back and I don’t know what to do now that there’s a man standing in my studio apartment bearing coffee and hung-over conversation.  I wish I had my phone so I could text Jasper about what do to in this situation. I’m panicking and have no idea why.
I must have been in there longer than I thought, because there’s a light tapping on the door and mystery man’s asking if I’m okay.
He pushes the door open slightly, not waiting for my reply, to see me hyperventilating over the sink, the towel still loosely secured around my body.
“Hey, I can leave if you want.  I just thought we had a great time and I thought after coffee maybe we could grab some lunch or something?  But if you want me to go, I’ll go.  It’s okay, really.  Please stop looking at me like that…”  He’s rambling on with his hands stuck up in surrender as he walks towards me.
The poor guy doesn’t know what to do with my freak out, but keeps talking to me, as if I’m on the ledge about to jump.  His hand gently touches my shoulder and runs down the length of my arm in an attempt to loosen my grip from the sink’s countertop.
“Bella,” he whispers, leaning down to kiss behind my ear, all the while not taking his eyes off mine in the mirror, waiting for me to tell him no or go on some kind of attack.
But my body remembers.  My brain calms the instant his hand touches my skin, his kiss reigniting the burning flame of desire we’d shared just hours ago.
“Why are you so upset?”  His arms are surrounding mine, lightly trapping me against the vanity while his lips speak softly in my ear, and never breaks eye contact.
My confusion over why I’m so terrified unnerves me, but with Edward’s hand covering my own so delicately, I can’t help but be soothed by his presence.  Leaning back against his chest, I allow myself a calming breath. 
“No one’s ever stayed…”  I mumble, as a tear escapes, running down my cheek.  I didn’t realize how lonely I’ve been.  A longing deep in my chest, a craving for the love and affection I’ve been missing for so long.
Spinning me in his arms, mystery man grins, tugging on my chin so I’ll meet his eye.  He confesses, “Bella, why in the world wouldn’t I stay?  You’re probably the most interesting woman I’ve ever met.  God, you’re smart, sexy and can down a Patron shot like nobody’s business.”    His lips meet mine and it’s as if the floodgate breaks wide open.
“Edward.  You’re Edward. Thank God,” I exclaim, kissing him repeatedly through our matching smiles when I finally remember much of the prior evening.
The bet I took when he started rooting against my favorite team at the bar.
The shots I’d had to consume as payback for the bet I ended up losing.
The incredible conversation we had the entire time.
The way the cheese dripped off his chin when we finally got around to eating some pizza after our Patron-fest.
The way he almost declined my invitation back to my apartment, but my overly forward kiss sealed the deal.
The instant connection I’d felt when our lips met.
The way his hands felt brushing across my ass when I fumbled with the keys as I tried to let him into my apartment.
The three orgasms he gave me before we fell asleep with my head tucked into the crook of his shoulder.
All of these thoughts flit through my mind in an instant, and I can’t help but wonder, ‘what if?’
Tugging me back into the present, Edward asks, “So, how about that coffee?” He grabs my clothes off the floor, and hands them to me before exiting the bathroom trying to give me some privacy.
I pull on the mismatched shirt and yoga pants and walk out feeling like a new woman.  Hangover be damned, I want to try and figure out how to keep hold of the man now sitting so casually on my bed, looking like he belongs there.
“This isn’t a one night stand to you, is it?”  I ask shyly, picking up the coffee and taking a long sip of the bitter liquid, waiting for his reply.
“Bella,” he says, standing up and taking my cup away.  Grasping both hands, he looks me directly in the eye and confesses, “After talking with you for only ten minutes I knew I wanted to get to know you.  I realize we did this a bit backwards, but can I take you out to lunch?  Or on a date sometime later this week?”  He pulls me into his arms, smoothing down my damp hair and leans down to whisper in my ear, “No, you’re not just a one night stand.”  He seals his promise with a searing kiss that ends up lasting much of the morning.  We decide against leaving my apartment and order some take-out instead, choosing to remain in bed for the rest of the afternoon. 
And for the first time ever, I awaken to the smell of coffee, the feel of lips along the back of my neck and a bed no longer empty.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Caught in Thought - New O/S

I wrote this little O/S for the Twilight 25 Challenge.  I love it so much, I needed to post it here.

The Twilight Twenty-Five
Prompt: 8 - Daydream
Pairing/Main Character(s): Bella & Edward
Rating: M

Thanks to TwilightMomofTwo for betaing this O/S.  
I appreciate all of her help.  She rocks.

Caught in Thought
He’s wearing his usual attire of pleated Khaki’s, a starched within an inch of its life white button down shirt, the sleeves rolled up twice, showing his strong forearms.  Shoes are light tan loafers, shined to perfection. 
How this man can make Geek-Chic look, well, chic is beyond me.
His hair is a tousled mess, his left hand always fiddling with it, one of the nervous tics I know he has after studying him for the entire semester.  His glasses are usually somewhat askew since his arms wave around during his lectures; his enthusiasm’s too cute not to love.
While History of the Great Wars doesn’t really get my blood pumping, Dr. Masen oozes passion for the subject.  It doesn’t matter if he’s speaking about Sherman Tanks or the Blitzkrieg.  He loves every aspect of modern history and his quirky behavior around the classroom shows it.
Although after too many late nights, not even the good professor’s animated lecture is keeping me interested.  Resting my head in my hand, I gaze off to the side of the room at an old European map, pulled down to help Dr. Masen show exactly where the Battle of the Bulge took place. 
For me, it’s helping my mind wander.
~~oo~~
I’m dressed in a tan trench coat in an effort to ward off the blustery weather we’re having, a pencil skirt keeping my knees tight together as I briskly walk down a dark avenue in a rush to get away from the German soldiers on patrol.  I can hear their boots stomping in time as they march across the wet cobblestones in the square.  I’m in a hurry to get to the man I love, the man who I’ve been fighting for, yet haven’t seen in many months.  He’s being hidden in a Resistance member’s basement for the moment and it’s likely he’ll have to be moved in the next day or so as German intelligence begins to narrow down his whereabouts
Ducking down under a low eave, I carefully descend the steps to the back door, rapping lightly on the heavy oak.
“Oui?” Valerie calls out from behind the door, knowing well enough to wait until the correct password’s been spoken before opening up.
“Vive la resistance. C'est Isabella et je viens seule.”  I whisper, waiting as I hear the heavy locks click away and the door pulled open.   Behind it stands Valerie, softly lit in dim candlelight, a worried look flashing across her face, knowing how bad this could turn out for all of us.  There are rumors about death camps and torture, not to mention people being shot at close range in the town square just to make a point.
“Bienvenue, Isabella. Edward is here waiting for you.”  She switches to my native English, knowing how limited my French skill are.  Closing the door behind me, she locks it up tight, grabbing the candle off the tiny table beside her and begins to walk into the dark hallway, the light flickering along the walls with her swift movements.
After a short walk, I see we’re coming to the end of the tunnel, the light from a room spilling into the end, filling it with a warm glow.
“We had to create a false entryway to avoid being detected.  So far it’s worked, but I doubt for long,” she comments just as we enter a large room, lit only from a fireplace and a dozen or more candles strewn about along the walls.  In the center, sitting at a bare wooden table is Edward, his face bruised from a beating he must have taken a few days ago since the purple is turning towards a putrid greenish color around his cheek and nose. 
He glances up at me over his cup, a tired smile appearing and I’m overwhelmed with emotion.  I’ve come so close to losing him during this fight to help the allies, but seeing him like this makes my heart hurt and my head unsure if the fight is worth the risks we both have been taking.
“Isabella,” he says like a prayer, breathy and filled with a longing I’ve mirrored myself.
“Edward, what happened?”  My fingers gently graze over his healing wounds, before leaning down to kiss his battered lips.
“I’m going to be upstairs making some supper.  I’ll be back with your meals in a bit.  Edward, you should rest.  We’ll need to move you soon,” Valerie calls over her shoulder, making her way up the tiny staircase that led up to her house.
“Merci, Valerie.”
Edward’s deep timbre can still get me turned on in an instant.  No matter the state of his face, I love this man so completely that words aren’t able to describe the depth of them.
“Come, my Isabella, it has been too long since you’ve lain with me.  I believe I’m rather famished for the taste of you.”  Nipping at my throat, he stands and tugs me towards the small makeshift bed along the back wall of the small room.  An old mattress is covered with an array of tattered blankets. “My apologies that we are not meeting under better circumstances, but hopefully this war will end soon and we can be together always.”  His hands are unbuttoning my coat, wet from the rain before sliding it from my shoulders.  He meticulously removes every article of clothing, doing his best to place them onto the back of a chair so not to soil or ruin them.  
When I finally lay beneath him, his lust-filled gaze staring at me hungrily, I can’t help but feel like I’m home.  His weight shifts as he tosses his shirt and pants onto the floor without a second glance.  Our lips rarely leave each other, always kissing or nipping some piece of skin, making up for lost time.
His hands cup my breasts gently, kissing his way down my throat before encircling my nipple with his tongue.  To finally feel his hot skin against my own is a relief.  We’ve spent so much time apart, fighting this war, I’m not sure if I’d be able to let him go when dawn appeared.
“God, how I’ve missed you.”   His hands push my legs apart, fingers exploring my clit, ensuring I’m ready for him.
“Please,” I beg, running my nails along his back, grabbing his ass, needing to feel all of him.
Acquiescing to my plea, he slowly enters, filling me completely.  We both exhale in rhythm, realizing how wonderful it feels to be joined at last.  We lay together for a moment, neither of us moving, just enjoying the feel of our coupling.
~~oo~~
“Mrs. Swan.  Can you tell me what the main goal behind the German offensive was?”  His devious smile tells me he knows I wasn’t paying attention and wants to call me out on it.
“Um…I believe it was to split the Allied forces up in an attempt to try and get them to sign a treaty enabling Hitler to focus on his Eastern frontal assault.”  Sometimes I’m astounded by my ability to talk out of my ass, and conjure up details from my previous collegiate classes.
“That is correct; however I would like to see you in my office after class.”  He continues his lecture, nonplussed at my quick on my feet response.
Taking notes for the remainder of time, I can’t help but notice how Dr. Masen glances my way every so often, a smirk across his face as if he knows what I’d been daydreaming about.
When the clock strikes the top of the hour, the professor finally releases us from his care, telling us all to have a nice weekend.  Packing my bags slowly, I wonder what Dr. Masen might want to discuss with me.  Following a few moments after him, I walk the path to his office with sweaty palms and a quickened pulse, trying to figure out what’s in store for me.
Knocking lightly on his door, I hear his faint reply to come in.
“Mrs. Swan. Close the door and please, have a seat,” he says, gesturing to one of the two chairs sitting opposite of his desk. 
Once I’m settled he asks me point blank, “So what were you daydreaming about today?  I’m beginning to take offense at the amount of time you stare off into space instead of staring at me.” His mocking tone startles me, making me wonder where this conversation’s going.
“Now, don’t lie.  I’d like to hear what was more interesting than my lecture on the bloodiest battle in World War II.  Don’t think I was fooled for one moment by your vague reply to my question.”
He stands, rounding the corner of his desk to lean up against it, leaving barely a half a foot between us.  After all of my fantasies about him, I never thought in real life he’d call me out on my infatuation.
“I’m waiting, Mrs. Swan, and I’m not really a patient man.”
“Um… I was thinking about you.  As if we were part of the resistance during the War and were separated by our cause-”
Without any warning, he pulls me up and kisses me fiercely, his hand wrapped tightly into my hair before I even know what’s happening. 
“God, you were having that Casablanca fantasy again, weren’t you, honey?” he whispers, spinning me so I’m bent over his desk, skirt flipped up against my back in one swift movement.
“I knew I shouldn’t have registered for your class.  How am I supposed to get any research done when I can’t stop thinking about how sexy you look geeked out, and all the dirty things I want you to do to me?”  Now that our Student/Teacher role’s been broken, we’re freely showing our more traditional role as husband and wife.
His pants are around his ankles and I can feel his erection pointing toward the Promised Land.  He shoves my panties down my legs so they’re dangling around one foot.  Urging him on, I maneuver him into my slick pussy, pushing back abruptly, allowing him to fill me completely.
“Fuck, seeing you sitting up there surrounded by all those nitwits...” His conversation is abrupt, speaking a few words after each thrust before getting his point across.
His pace speeds up and I know I need to get a move on if I’m going to pull into the station the same time as him.  My fingers fly across my clit as Edward slams into me, kissing my neck with every down stroke. 
We’ve only fucked in his office once since I started taking his class to try and help me with the research for my newest mystery novel.  We know how to keep it down, with a toddler at home; we have to take our opportunities when they present themselves.  Like right now, in his office.
We both come close together, with Edward shuddering first, biting into the back of my neck and moaning my name as softly as he can.
Catching our breath, we rest against his desk, front to back, our breathing even and in time with the other. 
“Thank God you’re taking this class audit only.” 
A/N
I loved writing this one & hope you enjoyed it. FYI – Bella kept her maiden name after she got married because she was a published author.
Also – if you haven’t already heard, I’m hosting a O/S Contest called the Twilight Post Secret Challenge.  Check out site for all the details.  You pick a Secret from the prompts provided and write what it says to you.  Entries will be accepted until November 20th.  

Until next time,

Friday, September 30, 2011

A little bit of this and a little bit of that...

I just realized it's been a while since I posted anything in here.
Well there are a couple of reasons for that.


One - I've had major writers block for the last month or so, which is why Behind the Velvet Rope hasn't updated.  I wrote the entire chapter, but when I read it, and my prereader BlackJackLily read it, it sort of fell flat.  So it is in dire need of some rewrites that I just haven't felt up to doing lately. 

I did get some inspiration recently to write for the Pick your Pic Contest.  So I'm in the final rewrites for this little one-shot, and will have something new to post mid-October.

I also signed up for the Twilight 25 - which opens tomorrow.  I have to write 25 drabbles or O/S over the course of the next two months.  SO.... that will mean lots of new things from me for the next couple of months.  Hopefully I'll be forgiven when all is said and done.

I've also signed up to write an EPOV outtake from Dreams He Sold Her (see tab above to read) for the Fandom for Texas - I'm accepting votes on what my readers would like me to write about.  Voting will be open for another week or so.  Please consider contributing to this worthy cause to help the families devastated by the fires raging in Texas.

Second - I was busy working on the Emerging Swan Awards, judging the 80's Power Ballad contest, Aaaanddd... Creating a new contest called the Twilight Post Secret Challenge.  It was a busy August and early September for me. 

On that note... I did win a couple of Emerging Swan Awards.   I was so moved and honored to be named best oldie but goodie author along with Twilight Reflected in Brown Eyes winning best complete E/B and best romance.  Honestly, it really meant so much for me to win, so thanks to any and all who may have voted for me and my little story.  It's really an honor.
Here are the beautiful banners made by Christag_Banners


So... is anyone still reading?
If so - starting tomorrow the Twilight Post Secret Challenge will begin to accept entries.  I really hope to get some wonderful stories out of these prompts.  If you haven't started writing something, you have plenty of time.  Entries will be accepted from 10/1 - 11/30    Pick a Secret and get writing!!

I'm also a judge for the Totally 80's Contest - check out their blog, pick a song from the list & get writing. 
Thanks to everyone for the patience with me and my stories.

I hope to have Behind the Velvet Rope's next chapter up within a week or so. 

All the best,

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Under the Radar Featured Fic - TRIBE

I was really proud when my fic - Twilight Reflected in Brown Eyes was featured on the Twilight Award's Under the Radar segment.


If you haven't read it, give it a try.  It's 20 chapters (plus 2 epilogues). 
It was recently up for 2 Emerging Swan Awards for best E/B and Best Romance.  As my first fic, I realize I've grown as a writer since I first put this out into the fandom, but it still holds a very special place in my heart. 

Here's the summary:
Bella Swan is in for the shock of her life when Edward Cullen comes back into her life 7 years after graduation. Can the scars from her past be healed by the reclusive musician or will she shut him out like she has everyone else since the fateful accident four years ago?

Thanks!

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Twilight Post Secret Challenge - @twipschallenge

Announcing a new Twilight Fandom O/S contest!

I'm really excited to be hosting this contest all based around Post Secret prompts.  I love going onto their site on Sunday's and peeking at other people's deep dark secrets.  It made me think that there was probably a lot of creative ways people could interpret them.  So... I decided to quit pussyfooting around and host the contest myself.

My normal co-hostess KatieCav is now super busy with school (She's studying to be an amazing chef!) & I didn't want to wait (because I'm terribly impatient).  So here we are.

The contest site - Twilight Post Secret Challenge - has all the info on rules, prizes and prompts.  Along with the names of some wonderful fandom friends who agreed to be on my judging panel for this contest.

In case your curious - here are a couple of my favorite prompts to get those creative juices flowing






So check it out!
Accepting entries from Oct 1st - Nov 30th.  Lots of time to get those plot bunnies hopping. 
Voting - Dec 2nd - 12th
Winners announced - Dec 14th