Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Teaser for my @fandomgivesback piece

In case you're at all curious, here's a little peek at my Fandom Gives Back piece.  It's a continuation of a little drabble fic I wrote ages ago and decided these two crazy kids deserved a little more attention.

You still have a couple of days to get your donations in to receive the compilation of wonderful stories from over 90 authors.  If you have the means, please donate to this wonderful cause.


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Summary:  Bella is shocked when Edward Masen sends her a friend request on Facebook. Ten Years after their breakup, what could he possibly want with the rising star author? Accept or Ignore the possibility of a reconciliation with her long lost love?

Internet Reconnect

Izzy Bella has one new friend request

I clicked on the link in my email to see who had recently joined the fray of Facebook users wanting to be 'friends'. I used that term loosely since now that my first novel had been published and was tracking to be a New York Times bestseller, 'friends' were coming out of the woodwork. All thinking that they had somehow contributed to my success and were secretly hidden within the pages of my fictional account of a Midwestern high school. For some reason, the definition of fiction was eluding most of them. While a few of my very close friends were loosely represented in my book, it was a made up account of what I wished high school could have been for me, instead of the horror, ridicule filled hell that I'd been subjected to for four years within the walls of Thomas Jefferson High.

The book’s premise was about a shy, bookish girl being thrust into popularity and gaining the eye of the school’s resident bad boy, and all the trials and tribulations she’d had to go through before realizing that her dream of popularity wasn’t all it was cracked up to be. The story seemed to resonate with the young adult crowd, and I was proud of the moral statement it was making as well.

When I finally looked at the e-mail I’d just opened, I almost spit my coffee out all over the screen.

Edward Masen has requested to be your friend – Confirm / Ignore

My hands shook, finger lingering over the mouse button, unsure which to choose. I'd longed to hear from my first, and so far only, love for so long that even seeing his name in the e-mail before me made my blood rush through my veins.

We'd tried to continue our relationship after high school, but the pull of new friends and experiences coupled with the distance between us crumbled the fragile love we'd only just found the last semester of high school. I'd never thought someone like him would've fallen for someone like me. I was a theater geek who always had her head in a book while he was on the periphery of being part of the popular crowd, in a rock band that people were just starting to notice. I'd followed his career from afar finding out tidbits from our last few remaining mutual friends. I'd never thought about cyber-stalking him until right now. I accepted his friendship request and immediately went to his page.

Seeing his photo avatar was almost like looking at my yearbook. The eight years since high school had treated him well, and aside from the longer hair and scruff, he pretty much looked exactly the same. I was flipping through the photos that he'd been tagged in, a slew of ones from the various shows his band had done along with various college photos of him and his buddies. Shockingly there were very few with him and other women, which surprised me for someone in a band with his rugged good looks.

Bella, are you online?

A message popped up on my screen from Facebook’s chat box. Edward was messaging me. I reeled back, almost throwing my computer off of my lap.

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Thanks for reading & you can check the entire fic out in the Fandom Gives Back compilation.


Friday, November 11, 2011

11/11/11 - Wishing and Hoping and Believing

I can already hear the crickets as I begin to type up this entry for my blog....

I believe in angels.  Yes, like the guardian kind. I believe in life after death and in a higher power.  I believe in reincarnation and that you have to work through lessons in each life.  I, however, am not part of any organized religion.  I haven't found one that preaches the same thing I believe, so I go down my own road. 

Now...any of you are still with me? If you're not, that's okay.  This is more my fanfic site these days than social commentary, so feel free to flounce right now if I'm boring you.  (BTW - this isn't a religious speech or anything, I'm just having an off day & needed to write about it)

Now I believe that I can talk to my spirit guides/ guardian angels - now they don't really talk back to me, of course, cause then you all could call the psych ward to have me admitted. And I'd actually go willingly.

But before I go to bed, if something is bothering me or weighing me down, I just ask for them to look over me, or my husband or my kids depending on the situation.  My version of prayer really.

Like earlier this week, my husband gave me some possibly bad news about his job... this isn't the first time he's delivered such news, but it gets trying every time it comes around.

So I went to bed. And asked my angels to watch over us and to talk to my husband's angels to see if they'd watch over him & give him guidance and all that.  (Now hubs, doesn't believe, and that's okay.  We just don't talk about it.)  Anyhow, he comes home the next day a little lighter - a recruiter called him up to talk about a possible job.

Now, I'm not saying he's going to get this new job or anything, but it felt like they listened and wanted me to know they heard me.

So - bouncing back to today.  I'm a big believer in sacred numbers as well, especially if they are repeating in your life in some way, shape or form.

Today - 11/11/11 - now see... The number one all lined up in a row, to me, means - keep your thoughts and actions on the up and up because the universe is listening.  If you think you're going to fail, you probably will?  Yeah, that sort of mentality. 

So today, I wrote down a list of things I want to happen to me in the next 10 years.  Now none of these things include winning the lottery or anything like that.  No, I just really want to be happy, my family to be happy and that sort of thing.  I want to be able to afford to live comfortably, but that's really it.  I have some other dreams I'd like to come true, but I kept those mostly realistic too. 

And I've repeated them to myself a few times today, going over my list - reminding me of what I truly want in life. (And no, I don't want a little sports car or a gigantic house I won't have the time or energy to clean)


  • I honestly want to be happy.  The kind that you feel all the way through you, into your soul. 
  • I want to find something to be passionate about and actually do it. 
  • I want to travel and see more of my family and friends who I live too far away from.
  • I want my kids to be happy, healthy and to know they are loved and are safe & secure in our home.

So... (anyone still with me here?  If not, that's okay.  I'm a bit rambly and philosophical today)


I was feeling a bit down trying to figure out how in the world I was going to make myself happy.  Some things I'll leave out, for privacy reasons, but then I heard a song.

Speaking words I NEEDED to hear at that moment.  Then I heard another... and then another.

This is one of the ways I hear my angels - through song.  & they show me they're listening when I find feathers.  Not just a random feather in the woods or something, but a lot and in random places you wouldn't normally find them.  & I found two coming into work after lunch... two sitting in the vestibule you have to go through before you can get in to my building.

So - perhaps my happiness will come around, eventually.  I mean, I can't just sit on my ass hoping to become happy.  But it makes me think things will be okay knowing I have some help on my side too.

Okay - sappy blog post has not ended.  I'll resume my smutty fan fic posts later.  I even have a teaser for my Fandom Gives  Back piece.  :-)

Anyone who read all that & still doesn't think I'm certifiable, well, bravo.  Thanks a lot. & I adore you for putting up with me.

Xo Xo

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Do you ever have the feeling...

You know the one I'm talking about.  The feeling like you're forgetting something really important?
Just the unsettled quease deep in the pit of your stomach.
The one in your gut that sometimes you listen too, and it helps you make pretty darn good decisions because you knew in your GUT that it was the right thing to do?

Yeah, I'm having that feeling today and I'm a bit unsure what to do with it all.

Unfortunately it's not like I'm getting on a plane or doing something major I need an answer to.  Nope, I'm just going about my day with this feeling of dread hanging over my head and I haven't a clue why.

Of course posting it to my blog is my way of remembering this so when my day turns to absolute shit, I'll know I should have heeded my own damn warning.

Anyways... when you have this kind of feeling, what do you do about it?

Monday, November 7, 2011

Last Chance to read - Symbiotic Needs - #BDB - B/V O/S

Just a heads up to any of my lovelies that wanted to read Symbiotic Needs, my take on Lover Revealed - it's a little O/S I wrote with some much needed, yet missing action between B/V.

I'm taking the story down today at 6:30PM EST - so read it if you want, but I won't be reposting it anywhere, so this will be your last chance.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Happy Birthday @Aylah50 - Symbiotic Needs

So... I sort of wrote something special just for my girl Aylah50.


I wrote a little outtake of the slashy variety of BDB.  It's going to be taken down on Monday, but if you're interested in what a little V/B action would have looked like, then check out this page.

Enjoy it while it lasts.
Once it's gone, it will be property of Aylah50's stash.

Thanks,

Monday, October 24, 2011

Illusionary Love - @Twificpics 7 Deadly Sins Drabble


By Soapymayhem

Based on: Banner #8 bySoapymayhem
Word count: 983
Thanks to TwilightMomofTwo for betaing this on very short notice
Also - The banner above was my inspiration for the below fic

Illusionary Love

She was perfect.

Her big doe eyes glanced my way with a look of longing and desire.

Legs that went on forever, tucked into sky high heels, giving her ass a pronounced jut into the atmosphere.

She always worked the stage where I sat, every night eating up the attention I gave her.

She smiled coyly, shaking her ass in my face just to taunt me, but I knew.  Deep down I knew she would be mine. 

Throwing down another twenty, she wandered over with a grin plastered across her lovely face.  I wondered what she did during the day and why she chose this lively profession.  And tonight I hoped to ask her.

Climbing down, she tucked the money into her bra before straddling my lap.  Every evening it began a little different and after watching her night after night, I knew I was special.  I was the only one who got a different dance every night.  She saved her routine for the other average Joes she must work for.  Right now her glorious boobs were in my face; the smell of her dainty vanilla perfume made my head spin with a hunger reserved only for her.

Channeling what little confidence I had, I croaked, “What’s your name?”

She spun in my lap in one graceful move, tugging on the string of her tiny mesh skirt that’s not exactly hiding her thong beneath.

“Brandy, what’s yours?”  Her voice was deep and exotic, reminding me a little of Kathleen Turner’s in Body Heat.

“I’m Eddd-Edward,” I stuttered, cursing at my inability to talk to her like a normal person.  I’d been coming here for two weeks now and the day I finally had the courage to talk to her, I froze up. 

“I’ve seen you around, Edward,” she cooed as she turned to face me, running a finger along my jaw while she did some kind of crazy gyrating move with her hips.  “What brings you in here, night after night?”

“You, Brandy.  I come here, for you.”  I’m surprised with how easily I confessed my need for her.

“Little ol’ me?  Well, that’s mighty flattering.” A southern twang lilted across her tongue as she teased me some more, grinding her ass into my lap, knowing my erection was poking in her direction.

My hands itched to touch her, but I could see a meaty bouncer from the corner of my eye and knew if I even grazed my pinky across her shoulder I’d be tossed out, never to return.  And I couldn’t have that.  I couldn’t be away from her.

I felt the sweat drip down my temples, as she continued to work her magic.  Bending and dipping, twirling and grinding in all the right places.  My mind swirled with uncontrollable fantasies of taking her home and into my bed.  Watching her cook my meals naked in nothing but an apron, and when I came home from work she’d be splayed out for me across the bed, asking me if she could help relieve the stress of my day.  To have her at my beck and call 24/7 would be my dream come true.

“I could take you away from all this, you know?” I whispered, unsure of myself, but knowing I’d do just about anything to have her.

“Aw, that’s mighty sweet of you, but what makes you think I need saving, darlin’?”  Her drawl is filled with a smidgen of sarcasm.

Her reply intrigued me, since I assumed if she was working here, she probably didn’t have much of a choice.  “Um, I don’t know.  I guess I just figured you did this because you had to.” 

Feeling her hips stop moving, I looked away from her perky tits and up to her eyes.  They were intense, a brown that was more chocolate than mud and they were sparkling clear.  Not a hint of drugs or alcohol that I could ascertain. 

“Edward.  I’m in my last year of law school.  I work here because the hours are compatible with school and the pay is more than I’d make doing just about anything else legal.  So before you come in here on your white horse thinking you’ll whisk me away from my poor little life, think again.”  Her accent has disappeared and I’m feeling an ache in the pit of my stomach knowing she probably wouldn’t ever talk to me outside of this place.  “But you’re kind to offer, really.  It’s actually the nicest thing anyone’s said to me in a long time.” 

She smiled warmly, getting up from my lap and sauntered back towards the stage with a quick flick of a wave behind her. My heart and dick shriveled up at the dismissal. 

Polishing off my drink in one gulp, I got up unsure if I’d ever be able to show my face in the club again.  She didn’t need me.  She didn’t want me.  It was all an illusion, a façade.

Before I made it to the door, a huge hand grabbed my shoulder and spun me around.

“Hey. Brandy wanted me to give this to you.”  He handed me a piece of paper and released me from his hold.

I stepped out into the cold night and opened up the note under the street lamp near the corner where I always waited to catch a cab home. 

Edward,
You honestly are quite sweet.  Thanks for coming to see me.
I get off at midnight if you want to have a cup of coffee at the diner down the street.
Wait for me there if you want to talk.  If you’re not there, I’ll assume not.
Best,
Brandy aka – Bella.

I felt the corners of my mouth turn up into a grin and headed in direction of the twenty-four hour diner around the corner wondering all the while if my future would include a pretty girl named Bella.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Dreams I Sold Her - EPOV Outtake

I'm currently busy at work trying to finish up my Fandom4Texas entry
Dreams I Sold Her.

DISH - banner made by Christag_Banner

It's an EPOV Outtake of my 3-shot Dreams He Sold Her.  This too will likely be a 3-shot that similarly mimics the direction DHSH did. 

I'm having a ton of fun writing Edward as a bit of a douchey cad.

I also think I'm going to do one more outtake of this story - an alternative ending.  Don't want to spoil anyone, so that's all I'll say.  But when I originally wrote this story, the end was always going to be one of two things & I am hankering to write the alterna-version.  :-)

To thank you guys for rocking my world - here's a little sneak peek.  Please note I haven't had this beta'd yet, so don't judge.  It will all be fixed by the time the story is published in the compilation.


Dreams I Sold Her - EPOV
Teaser - part 1

Christmas, the time of good tidings and cheer, my ass.

How anyone could love the holidays was lost on me.  I only came back to New York when I had to, and unfortunately Christmas and New Year’s was mandatory in the Cullen household.  Hell, Alice closed down her office for the entire two weeks around the holidays, I think just so I wouldn’t have an excuse to stay in London.

The night after Christmas I couldn’t handle another moment of joyous noel with my overly exuberant sister and decided to grab a quick drink and if I was lucky, someone to keep my bed warm tonight.

Stopping by my favorite watering hole, I glanced around the near empty place when my eyes landed on a petite brunette.  She was milking something in a martini glass, but her eyes glanced towards the door every few seconds as if she was expecting someone.  Her hair was a dull brown; she wore little makeup, very uncharacteristic for a New Yorker out at one of the trendiest bars in the City.  Her clothes were baggy and I could tell even from my station by the door, they were anything but fashionable. 

Damn it Alice, I thought, knowing I’d never know a thing about fashion if she hadn’t forced me to join her company.  And by forced, I mean coerced by threat of telling mom and dad about what I did to, in, and around their car in the twelfth grade.  When she was just starting her line, she offered me a job as her main sales, marketing and all around business manager.  She knew nothing aside from how to make beautiful clothes, but after getting my Masters at NYU, I had bills to pay and she needed someone without an artistic mind.  A match made in heaven.

So now I spent the majority of my days searching for cheap manufacturers for her clothes and high end retailers to distribute them worldwide, leaving me little time for love.  Which after my ex Heidi destroyed my heart, I didn’t really have time or use for anyways.

Looking back at the fresh faced girl at the bar, I decided to saddle up next to her and see if she was as unassuming as she looked.

“Excuse me Miss, but is this seat taken?”
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So, what'd you think?   Leave me a comment & tell me. 
Thanks again for being such great peeps & readers.  You all make my days worthwhile.  Honest!

New O/S ~ A Trestle and Two Choices ~

In honor of Bullying Prevention Awareness Month, I'm proud to post a link to my newest O/S originally written for the Pick a Pic contest. 

Here's the pic prompt I used for my inspiration.


In the age of Twitter, FB and texting, one girl is faced with bullies intent on destroying her life with lies and hate. When things spiral out of control, how will Bella come back from the brink?

It's also the fic that helped break my awful 2 month writer's block spell.   If you are a current Behind the Velvet Rope reader, my next chapter is with my Beta. Once she finds some time, I'll post it.


I'm also going to take a moment to pimp out the Twilight Post Secret Challenge.  Go pick a prompt and get writing.  You have until Nov. 30th.  Lots of time to get your write on.  What are you waiting for?



Friday, October 7, 2011

A Bed No Longer Empty - O/S

Prompt: 4
Pen Name: Mcgt
Pairing/Main Character(s): Bella / Edward
Rating: T
Photo prompts can be viewed here: PROMPTS

Thanks as always to TwilightMomOfTwo for looking these over before I post. She rocks!

A Bed No Longer Empty

My mouth tastes acrid and feels as if I’ve been chewing on cotton for the few hours I did sleep.
Glancing around, I see I’m alone.  The sheets a tangled mess swirled around my naked form.  Tugging on a wrinkled edge, I cover myself and sit up, rubbing my dry, sleep deprived eyes.
Another night, another hangover, another empty bed.
Glancing around my disheveled room, mystery man’s clothes are nowhere to be found.  But why would they be?  I’ve done this same routine a dozen times before, whenever the itch for companionship consumes me and I go in search for a bed warmer.
For some reason there’s a nagging thought in the deep recesses of my mind trying to get out, but until I get a shower and some Advil, it’s probably going to stay stuck.
I feel heavy and somewhat melancholy over the thought of waking alone again, but I can’t understand why.  One night stands don’t usually bother me.  As long as we’re safe, I don’t have a problem with the wham, bam, thank you ma’am of it all.  I’ve been called the ‘perfect woman’ and a ‘guy’s girl’; yet for all those nice references, I’m still boyfriend-less.   I’m the girl no girl is ever threatened by when their boyfriend says, I’m going to watch the game with Bella. 
Always the buddy, never the romantic lead.
I know I’m pretty enough, yet I’m not high maintenance.  I wear mascara and, if you’re lucky, some eyeliner on special occasions.  I’m more comfortable in flip flops than high heels and prefer jeans to skirts.  Always have, always will.  I can pick up a guy in a bar effortlessly, but when it comes to the long term lovey dovey stuff, I’m at a total loss.
Swinging my feet over the edge, I test my balance, not really sure if I’m still drunk from all we consumed last night.  Feeling steady enough, I head into the bathroom, picking up the random articles of clothing on my way, chucking them in the direction of my hamper, but missing the majority of the shots.
Gazing at my reflection, I can still see the remnants of my passionate evening; bruised lips, tiny bite marks and hickies adorn my body, some in very interesting places. I pop three pills and guzzle an entire glass of water before testing to see if the shower is ready for me.  The ancient apartment building has the oldest water heaters around and takes gallons just for it to reach lukewarm in my third floor studio. Once under the hot spray, my mind begins to clear, steamy images bombard my consciousness from the wild romp I had with a sexy ginger who had the greenest eyes I’ve ever seen.
Drunken groping as we try to undress ourselves with unsteady feet.
Mutual laughs as the condom flies out of his hand when he finally gets the wrapper open.

Strong hands holding me up by my hips as he pounds mercilessly away at me.
Flipping me from one position to the next as if I was a tiny, spinner of a girl.
Soft kisses trailing along the back of my neck to wake me for round three.
Whispers in the dark as he holds me against his chest and I fall into a deep, restful sleep.
I methodically wash and rinse my shampoo, conditioner and body wash on auto pilot.  Attempting to shave my legs is too daunting a task, and I give up before I fall over in my tiny shower.  Toweling off, I stand examining my now clean face, looking a thousand times better than I did fifteen minutes ago with the remnants of yesterday’s makeup smeared across my face.  
My mind keeps ticking through the images of last night, like a flipping photo album of sexual depravity.  While the man’s name isn’t on the tip of my tongue, what he managed to do with his won’t be forgotten for a long time to come.
He was a talented lover, and I want to say he was quite the conversationalist too, but without much memory of us outside of my bedroom, I have no concrete proof of it.
After brushing my teeth and finishing up my normal bathroom routine, I’m about to open the door when I hear a sound that stops me short.
If I didn’t know better, it sounds like my front door, but since I’m the only one with a key, it’s either my neighbor’s door creaking or I have an intruder.
I stand stunned momentarily before realizing that the bathroom’s lock doesn’t work, making my hiding place pretty much useless.  Peeking out, I survey the tiny room, my eyes landing on the back of my mystery man, two coffees sitting beside him on the nightstand while he removes his jacket, placing it on the lone chair I own.
The squeak of the door reveals my location and he spins around to see me standing there in my old lavender towel and wet hair dripping down my arms.  He smiles broadly, but perhaps based on my shocked expression, it falls.
“Uh, hi,” I whisper, mortified by the light of day, not to mention the lack of alcohol running through my system.  My stomach starts to flip, queasy from anxiety not to mention too many Patron shots.
“I thought we could use some coffee?” he replies timidly, but takes one of the cups and holds it in front of him like a peace offering.
“Just let me get some clothes…”  I grab whatever I see lying near the bathroom door, and shut it with a bang, taking a deep breath to calm my nerves.
No one’s ever come back and I don’t know what to do now that there’s a man standing in my studio apartment bearing coffee and hung-over conversation.  I wish I had my phone so I could text Jasper about what do to in this situation. I’m panicking and have no idea why.
I must have been in there longer than I thought, because there’s a light tapping on the door and mystery man’s asking if I’m okay.
He pushes the door open slightly, not waiting for my reply, to see me hyperventilating over the sink, the towel still loosely secured around my body.
“Hey, I can leave if you want.  I just thought we had a great time and I thought after coffee maybe we could grab some lunch or something?  But if you want me to go, I’ll go.  It’s okay, really.  Please stop looking at me like that…”  He’s rambling on with his hands stuck up in surrender as he walks towards me.
The poor guy doesn’t know what to do with my freak out, but keeps talking to me, as if I’m on the ledge about to jump.  His hand gently touches my shoulder and runs down the length of my arm in an attempt to loosen my grip from the sink’s countertop.
“Bella,” he whispers, leaning down to kiss behind my ear, all the while not taking his eyes off mine in the mirror, waiting for me to tell him no or go on some kind of attack.
But my body remembers.  My brain calms the instant his hand touches my skin, his kiss reigniting the burning flame of desire we’d shared just hours ago.
“Why are you so upset?”  His arms are surrounding mine, lightly trapping me against the vanity while his lips speak softly in my ear, and never breaks eye contact.
My confusion over why I’m so terrified unnerves me, but with Edward’s hand covering my own so delicately, I can’t help but be soothed by his presence.  Leaning back against his chest, I allow myself a calming breath. 
“No one’s ever stayed…”  I mumble, as a tear escapes, running down my cheek.  I didn’t realize how lonely I’ve been.  A longing deep in my chest, a craving for the love and affection I’ve been missing for so long.
Spinning me in his arms, mystery man grins, tugging on my chin so I’ll meet his eye.  He confesses, “Bella, why in the world wouldn’t I stay?  You’re probably the most interesting woman I’ve ever met.  God, you’re smart, sexy and can down a Patron shot like nobody’s business.”    His lips meet mine and it’s as if the floodgate breaks wide open.
“Edward.  You’re Edward. Thank God,” I exclaim, kissing him repeatedly through our matching smiles when I finally remember much of the prior evening.
The bet I took when he started rooting against my favorite team at the bar.
The shots I’d had to consume as payback for the bet I ended up losing.
The incredible conversation we had the entire time.
The way the cheese dripped off his chin when we finally got around to eating some pizza after our Patron-fest.
The way he almost declined my invitation back to my apartment, but my overly forward kiss sealed the deal.
The instant connection I’d felt when our lips met.
The way his hands felt brushing across my ass when I fumbled with the keys as I tried to let him into my apartment.
The three orgasms he gave me before we fell asleep with my head tucked into the crook of his shoulder.
All of these thoughts flit through my mind in an instant, and I can’t help but wonder, ‘what if?’
Tugging me back into the present, Edward asks, “So, how about that coffee?” He grabs my clothes off the floor, and hands them to me before exiting the bathroom trying to give me some privacy.
I pull on the mismatched shirt and yoga pants and walk out feeling like a new woman.  Hangover be damned, I want to try and figure out how to keep hold of the man now sitting so casually on my bed, looking like he belongs there.
“This isn’t a one night stand to you, is it?”  I ask shyly, picking up the coffee and taking a long sip of the bitter liquid, waiting for his reply.
“Bella,” he says, standing up and taking my cup away.  Grasping both hands, he looks me directly in the eye and confesses, “After talking with you for only ten minutes I knew I wanted to get to know you.  I realize we did this a bit backwards, but can I take you out to lunch?  Or on a date sometime later this week?”  He pulls me into his arms, smoothing down my damp hair and leans down to whisper in my ear, “No, you’re not just a one night stand.”  He seals his promise with a searing kiss that ends up lasting much of the morning.  We decide against leaving my apartment and order some take-out instead, choosing to remain in bed for the rest of the afternoon. 
And for the first time ever, I awaken to the smell of coffee, the feel of lips along the back of my neck and a bed no longer empty.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Caught in Thought - New O/S

I wrote this little O/S for the Twilight 25 Challenge.  I love it so much, I needed to post it here.

The Twilight Twenty-Five
Prompt: 8 - Daydream
Pairing/Main Character(s): Bella & Edward
Rating: M

Thanks to TwilightMomofTwo for betaing this O/S.  
I appreciate all of her help.  She rocks.

Caught in Thought
He’s wearing his usual attire of pleated Khaki’s, a starched within an inch of its life white button down shirt, the sleeves rolled up twice, showing his strong forearms.  Shoes are light tan loafers, shined to perfection. 
How this man can make Geek-Chic look, well, chic is beyond me.
His hair is a tousled mess, his left hand always fiddling with it, one of the nervous tics I know he has after studying him for the entire semester.  His glasses are usually somewhat askew since his arms wave around during his lectures; his enthusiasm’s too cute not to love.
While History of the Great Wars doesn’t really get my blood pumping, Dr. Masen oozes passion for the subject.  It doesn’t matter if he’s speaking about Sherman Tanks or the Blitzkrieg.  He loves every aspect of modern history and his quirky behavior around the classroom shows it.
Although after too many late nights, not even the good professor’s animated lecture is keeping me interested.  Resting my head in my hand, I gaze off to the side of the room at an old European map, pulled down to help Dr. Masen show exactly where the Battle of the Bulge took place. 
For me, it’s helping my mind wander.
~~oo~~
I’m dressed in a tan trench coat in an effort to ward off the blustery weather we’re having, a pencil skirt keeping my knees tight together as I briskly walk down a dark avenue in a rush to get away from the German soldiers on patrol.  I can hear their boots stomping in time as they march across the wet cobblestones in the square.  I’m in a hurry to get to the man I love, the man who I’ve been fighting for, yet haven’t seen in many months.  He’s being hidden in a Resistance member’s basement for the moment and it’s likely he’ll have to be moved in the next day or so as German intelligence begins to narrow down his whereabouts
Ducking down under a low eave, I carefully descend the steps to the back door, rapping lightly on the heavy oak.
“Oui?” Valerie calls out from behind the door, knowing well enough to wait until the correct password’s been spoken before opening up.
“Vive la resistance. C'est Isabella et je viens seule.”  I whisper, waiting as I hear the heavy locks click away and the door pulled open.   Behind it stands Valerie, softly lit in dim candlelight, a worried look flashing across her face, knowing how bad this could turn out for all of us.  There are rumors about death camps and torture, not to mention people being shot at close range in the town square just to make a point.
“Bienvenue, Isabella. Edward is here waiting for you.”  She switches to my native English, knowing how limited my French skill are.  Closing the door behind me, she locks it up tight, grabbing the candle off the tiny table beside her and begins to walk into the dark hallway, the light flickering along the walls with her swift movements.
After a short walk, I see we’re coming to the end of the tunnel, the light from a room spilling into the end, filling it with a warm glow.
“We had to create a false entryway to avoid being detected.  So far it’s worked, but I doubt for long,” she comments just as we enter a large room, lit only from a fireplace and a dozen or more candles strewn about along the walls.  In the center, sitting at a bare wooden table is Edward, his face bruised from a beating he must have taken a few days ago since the purple is turning towards a putrid greenish color around his cheek and nose. 
He glances up at me over his cup, a tired smile appearing and I’m overwhelmed with emotion.  I’ve come so close to losing him during this fight to help the allies, but seeing him like this makes my heart hurt and my head unsure if the fight is worth the risks we both have been taking.
“Isabella,” he says like a prayer, breathy and filled with a longing I’ve mirrored myself.
“Edward, what happened?”  My fingers gently graze over his healing wounds, before leaning down to kiss his battered lips.
“I’m going to be upstairs making some supper.  I’ll be back with your meals in a bit.  Edward, you should rest.  We’ll need to move you soon,” Valerie calls over her shoulder, making her way up the tiny staircase that led up to her house.
“Merci, Valerie.”
Edward’s deep timbre can still get me turned on in an instant.  No matter the state of his face, I love this man so completely that words aren’t able to describe the depth of them.
“Come, my Isabella, it has been too long since you’ve lain with me.  I believe I’m rather famished for the taste of you.”  Nipping at my throat, he stands and tugs me towards the small makeshift bed along the back wall of the small room.  An old mattress is covered with an array of tattered blankets. “My apologies that we are not meeting under better circumstances, but hopefully this war will end soon and we can be together always.”  His hands are unbuttoning my coat, wet from the rain before sliding it from my shoulders.  He meticulously removes every article of clothing, doing his best to place them onto the back of a chair so not to soil or ruin them.  
When I finally lay beneath him, his lust-filled gaze staring at me hungrily, I can’t help but feel like I’m home.  His weight shifts as he tosses his shirt and pants onto the floor without a second glance.  Our lips rarely leave each other, always kissing or nipping some piece of skin, making up for lost time.
His hands cup my breasts gently, kissing his way down my throat before encircling my nipple with his tongue.  To finally feel his hot skin against my own is a relief.  We’ve spent so much time apart, fighting this war, I’m not sure if I’d be able to let him go when dawn appeared.
“God, how I’ve missed you.”   His hands push my legs apart, fingers exploring my clit, ensuring I’m ready for him.
“Please,” I beg, running my nails along his back, grabbing his ass, needing to feel all of him.
Acquiescing to my plea, he slowly enters, filling me completely.  We both exhale in rhythm, realizing how wonderful it feels to be joined at last.  We lay together for a moment, neither of us moving, just enjoying the feel of our coupling.
~~oo~~
“Mrs. Swan.  Can you tell me what the main goal behind the German offensive was?”  His devious smile tells me he knows I wasn’t paying attention and wants to call me out on it.
“Um…I believe it was to split the Allied forces up in an attempt to try and get them to sign a treaty enabling Hitler to focus on his Eastern frontal assault.”  Sometimes I’m astounded by my ability to talk out of my ass, and conjure up details from my previous collegiate classes.
“That is correct; however I would like to see you in my office after class.”  He continues his lecture, nonplussed at my quick on my feet response.
Taking notes for the remainder of time, I can’t help but notice how Dr. Masen glances my way every so often, a smirk across his face as if he knows what I’d been daydreaming about.
When the clock strikes the top of the hour, the professor finally releases us from his care, telling us all to have a nice weekend.  Packing my bags slowly, I wonder what Dr. Masen might want to discuss with me.  Following a few moments after him, I walk the path to his office with sweaty palms and a quickened pulse, trying to figure out what’s in store for me.
Knocking lightly on his door, I hear his faint reply to come in.
“Mrs. Swan. Close the door and please, have a seat,” he says, gesturing to one of the two chairs sitting opposite of his desk. 
Once I’m settled he asks me point blank, “So what were you daydreaming about today?  I’m beginning to take offense at the amount of time you stare off into space instead of staring at me.” His mocking tone startles me, making me wonder where this conversation’s going.
“Now, don’t lie.  I’d like to hear what was more interesting than my lecture on the bloodiest battle in World War II.  Don’t think I was fooled for one moment by your vague reply to my question.”
He stands, rounding the corner of his desk to lean up against it, leaving barely a half a foot between us.  After all of my fantasies about him, I never thought in real life he’d call me out on my infatuation.
“I’m waiting, Mrs. Swan, and I’m not really a patient man.”
“Um… I was thinking about you.  As if we were part of the resistance during the War and were separated by our cause-”
Without any warning, he pulls me up and kisses me fiercely, his hand wrapped tightly into my hair before I even know what’s happening. 
“God, you were having that Casablanca fantasy again, weren’t you, honey?” he whispers, spinning me so I’m bent over his desk, skirt flipped up against my back in one swift movement.
“I knew I shouldn’t have registered for your class.  How am I supposed to get any research done when I can’t stop thinking about how sexy you look geeked out, and all the dirty things I want you to do to me?”  Now that our Student/Teacher role’s been broken, we’re freely showing our more traditional role as husband and wife.
His pants are around his ankles and I can feel his erection pointing toward the Promised Land.  He shoves my panties down my legs so they’re dangling around one foot.  Urging him on, I maneuver him into my slick pussy, pushing back abruptly, allowing him to fill me completely.
“Fuck, seeing you sitting up there surrounded by all those nitwits...” His conversation is abrupt, speaking a few words after each thrust before getting his point across.
His pace speeds up and I know I need to get a move on if I’m going to pull into the station the same time as him.  My fingers fly across my clit as Edward slams into me, kissing my neck with every down stroke. 
We’ve only fucked in his office once since I started taking his class to try and help me with the research for my newest mystery novel.  We know how to keep it down, with a toddler at home; we have to take our opportunities when they present themselves.  Like right now, in his office.
We both come close together, with Edward shuddering first, biting into the back of my neck and moaning my name as softly as he can.
Catching our breath, we rest against his desk, front to back, our breathing even and in time with the other. 
“Thank God you’re taking this class audit only.” 
A/N
I loved writing this one & hope you enjoyed it. FYI – Bella kept her maiden name after she got married because she was a published author.
Also – if you haven’t already heard, I’m hosting a O/S Contest called the Twilight Post Secret Challenge.  Check out site for all the details.  You pick a Secret from the prompts provided and write what it says to you.  Entries will be accepted until November 20th.  

Until next time,

Friday, September 30, 2011

A little bit of this and a little bit of that...

I just realized it's been a while since I posted anything in here.
Well there are a couple of reasons for that.


One - I've had major writers block for the last month or so, which is why Behind the Velvet Rope hasn't updated.  I wrote the entire chapter, but when I read it, and my prereader BlackJackLily read it, it sort of fell flat.  So it is in dire need of some rewrites that I just haven't felt up to doing lately. 

I did get some inspiration recently to write for the Pick your Pic Contest.  So I'm in the final rewrites for this little one-shot, and will have something new to post mid-October.

I also signed up for the Twilight 25 - which opens tomorrow.  I have to write 25 drabbles or O/S over the course of the next two months.  SO.... that will mean lots of new things from me for the next couple of months.  Hopefully I'll be forgiven when all is said and done.

I've also signed up to write an EPOV outtake from Dreams He Sold Her (see tab above to read) for the Fandom for Texas - I'm accepting votes on what my readers would like me to write about.  Voting will be open for another week or so.  Please consider contributing to this worthy cause to help the families devastated by the fires raging in Texas.

Second - I was busy working on the Emerging Swan Awards, judging the 80's Power Ballad contest, Aaaanddd... Creating a new contest called the Twilight Post Secret Challenge.  It was a busy August and early September for me. 

On that note... I did win a couple of Emerging Swan Awards.   I was so moved and honored to be named best oldie but goodie author along with Twilight Reflected in Brown Eyes winning best complete E/B and best romance.  Honestly, it really meant so much for me to win, so thanks to any and all who may have voted for me and my little story.  It's really an honor.
Here are the beautiful banners made by Christag_Banners


So... is anyone still reading?
If so - starting tomorrow the Twilight Post Secret Challenge will begin to accept entries.  I really hope to get some wonderful stories out of these prompts.  If you haven't started writing something, you have plenty of time.  Entries will be accepted from 10/1 - 11/30    Pick a Secret and get writing!!

I'm also a judge for the Totally 80's Contest - check out their blog, pick a song from the list & get writing. 
Thanks to everyone for the patience with me and my stories.

I hope to have Behind the Velvet Rope's next chapter up within a week or so. 

All the best,

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Under the Radar Featured Fic - TRIBE

I was really proud when my fic - Twilight Reflected in Brown Eyes was featured on the Twilight Award's Under the Radar segment.


If you haven't read it, give it a try.  It's 20 chapters (plus 2 epilogues). 
It was recently up for 2 Emerging Swan Awards for best E/B and Best Romance.  As my first fic, I realize I've grown as a writer since I first put this out into the fandom, but it still holds a very special place in my heart. 

Here's the summary:
Bella Swan is in for the shock of her life when Edward Cullen comes back into her life 7 years after graduation. Can the scars from her past be healed by the reclusive musician or will she shut him out like she has everyone else since the fateful accident four years ago?

Thanks!

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Twilight Post Secret Challenge - @twipschallenge

Announcing a new Twilight Fandom O/S contest!

I'm really excited to be hosting this contest all based around Post Secret prompts.  I love going onto their site on Sunday's and peeking at other people's deep dark secrets.  It made me think that there was probably a lot of creative ways people could interpret them.  So... I decided to quit pussyfooting around and host the contest myself.

My normal co-hostess KatieCav is now super busy with school (She's studying to be an amazing chef!) & I didn't want to wait (because I'm terribly impatient).  So here we are.

The contest site - Twilight Post Secret Challenge - has all the info on rules, prizes and prompts.  Along with the names of some wonderful fandom friends who agreed to be on my judging panel for this contest.

In case your curious - here are a couple of my favorite prompts to get those creative juices flowing






So check it out!
Accepting entries from Oct 1st - Nov 30th.  Lots of time to get those plot bunnies hopping. 
Voting - Dec 2nd - 12th
Winners announced - Dec 14th